There’s an ongoing issue at Lewisville Elementary that I’ve written about a couple of times (most recent here). I could be wrong but I think the comments on those posts are the only real ongoing public dialog about the situation, and the evolution of those comments have caused me to question my role or, more accurately, the role of my blog in the community. Let me explain.
So far I think the commenters on the posts have been polite, and the comments not particularly confrontational. I honestly think that the commenters have the best intentions and even if they may come from different sides of the issue they also want the same things: better communication from the school and the conclusion of the investigation of the teacher who has been suspended. That said, here are my concerns:
- This blog is a personal endeavor of mine, something I do for fun and to feed my writing jones. Normally most of the stuff I write about is inconsequential and goofy, but when issues like this arise I feel compelled to write about it. Is that something better left to "mainstream media"?
- So far I think the comments on the posts have been good and in some ways helpful in revealing the viewpoints of some folks within the Lewisville School community. But I worry that the comments could turn cruel or vindictive and that I’d be facilitating more harm being done. Do I have that right? I would certainly delete any bad comments as soon as I saw them, but the cat would be out of the bag for the few people who might see them before I do so. I could also change my blog’s setup so that I moderate all comments before they’re published, but somehow that just doesn’t feel right. I’ve never had cause to worry about it before, so this is new territory for me. And here’s the key question: if someone does write something really negative am I responsible, are they responsible or is it a shared responsibility? I’m not talking in the legal sense, but in the moral sense.
- As a member of the community I’ve heard lots of rumors and different sides of the story. All of this information comes from sources I trust and in a private conversation I’d feel fine in sharing it, but I wouldn’t feel right sharing here. Am I being overly cautious or is this the right approach?
- I’ve been thanked on more than one occasion for providing this outlet for people to write about the issue. I’m glad some see it that way, but I worry that others might think I’m doing a disservice to those involved in the issue. The last thing I want is to add fuel to the fire and I hope that’s not what I’m doing, rather I hope that by having a forum to look at this situation we are illuminating it.
The funny thing to me is that when I started this blog I figured maybe some friends and family would read it occasionally. I never dreamed it would be read by others or that it would be used in this way. On the one hand I’m glad that it is, but on the other hand I’m humbled by the prospects.